Am I willing to take the risk?

Should I go for ITN (International Trainee Network) Internship or not? For those who doesn’t know what ITN is, it is simply doing your Practicum/OJT abroad.. for a year. Imagine being away from your loved ones for a year. Shet, I can’t even imagine. Anyway, I’m just confused. Still undecided if I should go for it or not. It is actually a good opportunity, if you think of it. You go abroad, you do your practicum, and you earn money as well. But the thing is, I don’t think I am ready for it. I’m graduating in less than a year and in all honesty, I still have no plans after that. I can’t even answer my parents every time they ask me about what am I gonna do after I graduate. What are my plans. Am I going to put up a restaurant… ugh I don’t know? 😐 It actually makes me sad, to think that I literally don’t know what to do with my life after college. Badtrip no? Pero soon, malalaman ko din. Not today, pero soon. Baka sa graduation day, lol.

Going back, it is actually okay for me to do my OJT here in the Philippines. I am totally okay with it. It was just my friends who really wanted to do their practicum abroad, sakin, keri lang kahit saan. So what made me consider this ITN thing? Simple, I want to challenge myself. I want to know if I could already stand on my own. I want to see how far can I get. I just want to step out of my comfort zone and try different things in my life.. I’ve made some poor decisions and I’ve missed a lot of great opportunities in my past. At ayoko ng masali pa to doon. That’s why I really have to take this thing seriously. It is time to take things seriously. Wahahahahahah syempre joke lang. Lol kidding aside.

Anyway I just want to go for the interview, I want to try it! (considering the fact that just the thought of going for an interview already freaks me out, lol.) I just want to know how it feels. Am I gonna do well or am I gonna pass out? Gusto ko lang maexperience. Malay natin, swertehin at makapasa pa ako. And that is actually the problem cause if I get accepted, I can’t back out anymore. Bawal umatras. So the question is, am I willing to take the risk?

So yeah, that’s it. I just want to let you guys know what is up with me right now. Any thoughts about it?

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  2. Ewikai says: Reply

    Dati u r asking p other people to share their thought abt ur posts..pero ngayon kahit gsto mo ng itigil n nila (ehem pati ako ) un pagccomment and kahit n ur not asking for their opinion e gorabels p din cla.share p more ng thoughts..

    If i was an avid blog surfer before and came across with this particular blog i’d say n go for it! Try stuffs n hndi nmn nkksama syo.and un mga bagay n mkktulong syo s pag grow mo as a human being. Coz i’ve wasted opportunities before and looking back i really wish that i could turn to that moment again and kahit n takot ak to take the risk i’d still allow myself to at least try and make my life a lil more productive..there will be things n tlgng maiisip mo n sana u took things differently before pero at least we are still breathing..it means we still have the chance to make a decision that we wont regret in the future (again) (im kinda talking to myself dun s latter part ) anyways,what u r in right now is a blessing.im happy for u.i feel like im ur big sister and im so proud of what u’ve become in an early age of 20.

    Im really happy for u and remember lang n it is a blessing from the Lord. Glorify Him in ur actions, s puso mo at s buong pagkatao mo coz it all belongs to Him..

  3. Ewikai says: Reply

    Dati u r asking p other people to share their thoughts abt ur posts..pero ngayon kahit gsto mo ng itigil n nila (ehem pati ako ) un pagccomment and kahit n ur not asking for their opinion e gorabels p din cla.share p more ng thoughts..

    If i was an avid blog surfer before and came across with this particular blog i’d say n go for it! Try stuffs n hndi nmn nkksama syo.and un mga bagay n mkktulong syo s pag grow mo as a human being. Coz i’ve wasted opportunities before and looking back i really wish that i could turn to that moment again and kahit n takot ak to take the risk i’d still allow myself to at least try and make my life a lil more productive..there will be things n tlgng maiisip mo n sana u took things differently before pero at least we are still breathing..it means we still have the chance to make a decision that we wont regret in the future (again) (im kinda talking to myself dun s latter part ) anyways,what u r in right now is a blessing.im happy for u.i feel like im ur big sister and im so proud of what u’ve become in an early age of 20.

    Im really happy for u and remember lang n it is a blessing from the Lord. Glorify Him in ur actions, s puso mo at s buong pagkatao mo coz it all belongs to Him..

  4. I am so proud of you Maine-super proud! I can feel how genuine your heart is. You’re truly a blessing to all of us, to me personally. Never pa ako humanga ng ganito sa mga artista until such time na dumating ang isang MAINE MENDOZA. I can’t explain how you captured my heart. Never pa ako nagpupuyat online, to the point na need ko pa panuorin ang replays ng KS on youtube na parang sobrang importante na di pwede ipagpabukas lol, tapos dapat updated ako sa twitter, insta, snapchat, lalo na sa site na’to at kung anu-ano pa na related sa’yo… nakakaloka!!! ang dami ko na pala dapat gawin online. But it’s so “Worth it” talaga! I’ve learned a lot of lessons from you. Sobrang thank you- for inspiring us(me). Keep up the good work! More-more blessing to come. Godspeed!!! xxx

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